So
So this is what it like to die....
I've never really thought about it
I always thought I was unstopable, unbeatable
Now I can't get up
I can't fight
I can't even defend myself
So this is what it's like to die.....
They say it doesn't hurt, that it is over quickly
No pain
They lie
All these memories I had thought I forgot come back to me
As if a recording of my life is playing
Over, and over....and for some reason
I feel cold water on my face, not water, but tears
I have never been sad, and I'm not though
I'm just angry...that I.....
Failed
I'm sorry