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So


So this is what it like to die....

I've never really thought about it

I always thought I was unstopable, unbeatable

Now I can't get up

I can't fight

I can't even defend myself

So this is what it's like to die.....

They say it doesn't hurt, that it is over quickly

No pain

They lie

All these memories I had thought I forgot come back to me

As if a recording of my life is playing

Over, and over....and for some reason

I feel cold water on my face, not water, but tears

I have never been sad, and I'm not though

I'm just angry...that I.....

Failed

I'm sorry